Wednesday, October 28, 2009

introspection

One of those days where the world seems to whiz around you while you decide to slow down and observe it.... not because you are at leisure, but because you just realize you were going 100 miles an hour in a lane with a 10 mile speed limit.

  • How your car appears magically clean every morning you step out
  • How you don't give a thought to where the newspaper you pick up as you go about your daily business, came from
  • The way your towel is clean, dry and hung up in the bathroom the night before you decide to jump in for a hot shower
  • How you open your wardrobe every time and you find all your clothes washed, neatly pressed and sorted... smelling wonderful
  • How your daily cups of coffee magically appear before you while you take a break from work
  • How your credit card bills get paid with cheques that get picked up from your desk without any effort on your part
No... I'm not in some beautiful countryside stopping and smelling the roses on a warm sunny day that is flushed in scenic beauty...
Still I can't help but notice the magic in everyday life... at least I wish it was magic... 

One of the downsides to growing up is that you know that its not... that's why I am taking a moment to slowdown and appreciate it.

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Difficult Questions

Today was a day that we decided to ask some difficult questions off ourselves. Although this was in the realm of the professional world, It did spur some interesting thoughts.

  1. Success always takes more than its fair share of sacrifice
  2. There are always more things to do than there are people to do them
  3. It is easy to get frustrated and stop looking for next steps if nothing is moving forward... the people who resist this inertia are the ones who become successful
  4. Losing view of the big picture is a luxury only some of us have; and the term 'some of us' almost never includes you.
  5. Who you are as a person defines what you do with difficult situations and not the other way around
  6. Smiling through rough patches is harder than you think, but it is well worth the effort.
  7. The cost of doing business includes the money that you put in it as well as the money you would have made in case you were doing something else. It also includes the time you spend away from family, friends and fun.
  8. The opportunity of doing business is that you learn more in a year than you will in a lifetime working for someone else. The opportunity almost always out weighs the cost.
  9. Character and sound reasoning are the end result of a critical thought process. do not lose that ability. It is what will make you different from everyone else.

It is easy to get distracted with what other people think you need to do or be. its easier to buy into someone else's dream... rather than having your own.

Monday, October 19, 2009

India - A land of Paradoxes

Today a chinese contact asked me how I would compare india and china. I said I wouldn't. This piece written by Shashi Tharoor came to mind. I had copied and filed it years ago thinking that when I would take it out and read it again, things would be slightly different. This is what I would put in the time capsule if there was one today....

It has become a cliché to speak of India as a land of paradoxes. The old joke about our country is that anything you say about India, the opposite is also true. We like to think of ourselves as an ancient civilisation but we are also a young republic; our IT experts stride confidently into the 21st century but much of our population seems to live in each of the other 20 centuries. Quite often the opposites co-exist quite cheerfully.


One of my favourite images of India is from the last Kumbha mela, of a naked sadhu, with matted hair, ash-smeared forehead and scraggly beard, for all the world a picture of timeless other-worldliness, chatting away on a cellphone. I even suggested it to the publishers of my newest book of essays on India as a perfect cover image, but they assured me it was so well-known that it had become a cliché in itself.

And yet, clichés are clichés because they are true, and the paradoxes of India say something painfully real about our society.

How does one come to terms with a country whose population is still nearly 40% illiterate but which has educated the world’s second-largest pool of trained scientists and engineers, many of whom are making a flourishing living in Silicon Valley? How does one explain a land where peasant organisations and suspicious officials once attempted to close down Kentucky Fried Chicken as a threat to the nation, where a former prime minister bitterly criticised the sale of Pepsi-Cola since 250 million of our countrymen and women don’t have access to clean drinking water, and which yet invents more sophisticated software for the world’s computer manufacturers than any other country on the planet? A place where bullock carts are still an indispensable mode of transportation for millions, but whose rocket and satellite programmes are amongst the most advanced on earth?

The paradoxes go well beyond the nature of our entry into the 21st century. Our teeming cities overflow while two out of three Indians still scratch a living from the soil. We have been recognised, for all practical purposes, as a leading nuclear power, but 600 million Indians still have no access to electricity and there are daily power cuts even in the nation’s capital.

Ours is a culture which elevated non-violence to an effective moral principle, but whose freedom was born in blood and whose independence still soaks in it. We are the world’s leading manufacturers of generic medication for illnesses such as AIDS, but we have three million of our own citizens without access to AIDS medication, another two million with TB, and tens of millions with no health centre or clinic within 10 kilometres of their places of residence.

Bollywood makes four times as many movies as Hollywood, but 150 million Indians cannot see them, because they are blind. India holds the world record for the number of cellphones sold (8.5 million last month), but also for the number of farmer suicides (4000 in the Vidarbha district of Maharashtra alone last year).

This month, in mid-November, the prestigious Forbes magazine list of the world’s top billionaires made room for 10 new Indian names. The four richest Indians in the world are collectively worth a staggering $180 billion, greater than the GDP of a majority of member states of the United Nations. Indian papers have reported with undisguised glee that these four (Lakshmi Mittal, the two Ambani brothers, and DLF chief K P Singh) are worth more than the 40 richest Chinese combined.

We seem to find less space in our papers to note that though we have more dollar billionaires than in any country in Asia - even more than Japan, which has been richer longer - we also have 260 million people living below the poverty line. And it’s not the World Bank’s poverty line of $1 a day, but the Indian poverty line of Rs 360 a month, or 30 cents a day - in other words, a line that’s been drawn just this side of the funeral pyre.

Last month, the Bombay Stock Exchange’s Sensex crossed 20,000, just 20 months after it had first hit 10,000; but on the same day, some 25,000 landless people marched to Parliament, clamouring for land reform and justice. We have trained world-class scientists and engineers, but 400 million of our compatriots are illiterate, and we also have more children who have not seen the inside of a school than any other country in the world does.

We have a great demographic advantage in 540 million young people under 25 (which means we should have a dynamic, youthful and productive workforce for the next 40 years when the rest of the world, including China, is ageing) but we also have 60 million child labourers, and 72% of the children in our government schools drop out by the eighth standard. We celebrate India’s IT triumphs, but information technology has employed a grand total of 1 million people in the last five years, while 10 million are entering the workforce each year and we don’t have jobs for them.

Many of our urban youth rightly say with confidence that their future will be better than their parents’ past, but there are Maoist insurgencies violently disturbing the peace in 165 of India’s 602 districts, and these are largely made up of unemployed young men.

So yes, we are a land of paradoxes, and amongst those paradoxes is that so many of us speak about India as a great power of the 21st century when we are not yet able to feed, educate and employ our people. And yet, India is more than the sum of its contradictions. It may be a country rife with despair and disrepair, but it nonetheless moved a Mughal Emperor to declaim, ‘‘if on earth there be paradise of bliss, it is this, it is this, it is this...’’ We just have a lot more to do before it can be anything like paradise for the vast majority of our fellow citizens.

Friday, October 16, 2009

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Parallel Universes

I was watching this movie last night... Have you ever watched a movie and thought that it was a really good movie and then recommend that someone else watch it with you? Didn't feel that good watching it the second time around did it?? The movie seemed to drag on forever and the funny innuendoes were too few and far in between.

Aright, Coming back to the intended topic of discussion today... Parallel universes. No, no reason to curl up and die expecting to hear complex mathematical and physical equations and definitions of string theory (I never could wrap my head around that actually).

So now that I have successfully confused you, I will come back to the point...
"The point."
That is exactly what I want to talk about... 'The point'

The Point where it all started - The Big Bang
The big bang theory states that since the entire universe is continuously expanding at a rapid rate, the universe, by natural regression would have originated with a very very miniscule and infinitely dense - Point. That was where space and time converged... and almost didn't exist.

Expanding universe and the speed of light
Now that you are familiar with the concept of the expanding universe, the next concept that you should already be familiar with is the concept of speed of light and its travel through space. I think most of us look at the night sky in awe at the millions and billions of celestial objects out there and tell people how insignificant it makes us feel in the whole scheme of things. This has been personally communicated to me in these exact words at least 10 times by 10 different people.
So there.

The place where the past meets the present
What I think of, when I look at the night sky is the unquestionable fact that I am glancing at the significant past. The scene that you see up there isn't a new 2009 blockbuster movie but more like an old old 1940s silent film. The light that reaches your eyes has travelled for such a long time that by the time you 'see' it, the thing that caused the light may not even exist anymore. The part that really trips my senses is that every time time you look up, you see the past replaying itself in front of your very eyes, in the present.

The Significant Past
In the journey from that single 'point' to here, I think there are more reasons than the most powerful supercomputer can figure out for us not to be here. One asteroid or comet gone awry might have resulted in the solar system not being created at all. What we are is the culmination of 14 billion years' worth of a series of events that played out in a random yet specific order so that you and I could sit in front of our laptops and read my blog.

The Point of it all
Each departure at every point along the way between the starting point and now, would have resulted in a different outcome than the one we have right this instant. so my theory of parallel universes is nothing but a series of possibilities that can or could have happened if one of the factors in the series of never ending events plays out differently.

Do I have the power to change that one factor and influence my present and future? maybe I do.
In the scheme of the last 14 billion years, Does it matter significantly what I do with the next 30 minutes? Probably not.

Why do I still worry about it sometimes?
I shouldn't. So I am going to play dice...
Bring on the Parallel Universes with their endless possibilities, I'm ready to jump.


Saturday, October 10, 2009

Knots

I thought we were living in a wirefree world. Then I left my Ipod earphones unattended for a day.
If there are any deeply religious people reading my blog, this is your best chance at convincing me of the existence of a god. There seems to be an invisible superpower that has decreed that Ipod earphones can never be left unknotted.


In Christian mythology (and isn't it all mythology?), it is said that the best way to keep the devil occupied and not have him chase you to the underworld is a series of knots laid in front of him! why now?...thats the exact opposite of GOD isnt it? How convenient!


God knots and the devil has to undo them :D. this is all very nice, but when it happens to my earphones, I lose patience. which is the same thing that happens when I talk to deeply religious people who try to instill the fear of god in me. He knots for gods sake! I may need to recruit the devil if god keeps on doing this with my earphones though.


On the subject of knots, there are a few knots that are considered sacred...like the Tibetan knot. 
The endless knot has been described as "an ancient symbol representing the interweaving of the Spiritual Path, the flowing of Time and Movement within That Which is Eternal. All existence, it says, is bound by time and change, yet ultimately rests serenely within the Divine and the Eternal.




The real intention of the knot is to Understand the natural rule of cause and effect tied to your actions. 


If you pull one side it will pull another part





The Tibetan knot can stand for karmic consequences: pull here, something happens over there. It is an apt symbol for the Vajrayana methods: Often when we tug at one part of a knot while trying to loosen it, another part gets tighter. You have to work with the knot to get it to come undone.

I always thought the Buddha was one of the wisest philosophers to ever walk the planet. Although the problem with philosophy is that it offers tangible arguments to both sides of the story. But that is another blog post, another day.


But I can't help thinking that it somewhat mirrors life very closely. There are knots, and if you try to pull one side hard, the other side comes undone...the best way to deal with them is to have patience and be curious enough to unravel them one step at a time... 


The good news is, I think I have what it takes. I also think everyone else does too.

Thursday, October 08, 2009

Objects in the Mirror

Woke up this morning.......
And stumbled out of bed.
with a headache and a little shiver.

I glanced at the Mirror,
You were there...staring back at me.
Those lovely eyes exploring the depths of my soul.

You were beautiful...an angel standing by my side
Your sweet magic expanding my life,
Into timeless moments.

Those arms wrapped around my torso,
Your short bursts of breath tease my hair,
Your lips so close to mine...

The blanket slipped away,
Like an ice cube slowly down your spine.
And with it I saw a tremble sway, like its snowfall in the end of may.

The wind rushed in, Blowing apart the windows in its way,
Letting the summer sun through,
I turn to face you....but somehow you've faded away.

Puzzled expression, I turn back to the mirror,
But theres no sign of the one I held so dear.
Except an Inscription that read...

" Objects in the mirror are closer than they appear ".

Monday, October 05, 2009

Living Another Life.

I just had to come back and post this before I went out.

Today I found the best possible way of looking at the past. Well to be honest, I didn't exactly stumble on it today... I have been experiencing it for a while now. I just realized it today.

Today my father turned 73(it just seems a million times better referring to him as 'father' rather than good ol 'dad' today). I stayed at home, and listened to my father figure (literally) recount his life. He explained the reason why we have different perspectives on life and also explained why they differ so much at times.

What I am saying now seems like common knowledge generation gap stuff. But it is so much more.

The best way of looking at the past is through someone's eyes. I know that objectivity is the holy grail of all reporting. But I would rather look at the past from the different perspectives of the various people who have experienced it. I like a little personal touch in my stories.

Of Course it doesn't mean I want my stories peppered with meaningless opinions and voice overs, but it fascinates me more when I can understand the past from someone's honest perspective and look at the impact it has made on them.

I think of events in the past as blots of ink, that are created when a fountain pen touches a piece of tissue. It starts from a single point of occurrence or the epicenter, and spreads out unevenly leaving a mark on the fabric of the tissue(the fabric of time is the intended metaphor here).

And events of the past mean so much more coming from your parent. Hearing your father speak can sometimes reveal fascinating insights about yourself that you never thought existed.

For example:
  • I know now why I sometimes act over my age.
  • I know how I inherited my sense about the value of money
  • I know now why I have more patience than most people
  • I know why I really listen to people and also discovered why people actually listen to me when I speak.
  • I know why I forgive people more
  • I know why I sometimes get angry without having enough reasons
  • I know why I go to stores to buy something specific and end up not buying anything
  • I know why I spend large chunks of time with people and focus all my energy on them
  • I also know now why I am the way I am with kids and elderly people.
I have never had more insightful conversations with anyone else.

So thank you father: you are my fountain pen. And I am honoured to be the tissue on which you leave your mark.